Cemil woke up...

I woke up this morning. Funny thing about that, it happens every morning but I feel like this morning was a little different.

I spend a lot of time doing all kinds of interesting things. I like to mess about with video games and such, but most of my time is spent finding out new things. I love finding out new things and hearing new ideas from people, or learning about people I've never heard from before.

I love the acquisition of knowledge, it's one of my passions in life. And I have my own standards as to what is worthwhile or not and I'm quite happy to operate by them.

I am rarely surprised by people. But I am constantly surprised by myself. It's not that I lose the drive to do something or not to do something it's that I forget that I have it. I honestly sometimes forget about the small stuff inbetween me as I am now and me as I want to be, or what I want to have done.

It's bizarre but that's me. So I woke up and realised that I have things that I need to do and get done, expectations of myself and such. Ah. I really wish I wasn't this way and that my brain would work like normal people's but alas, my talent for deception really does extend to myself in a way that's disturbing.

Oh well, I can't fool myself for long. I have shit to get done, ciao!

Cemil shrugged...

Hello friends, my name is Cemil and this is the Real Deal.

I have often wondered about the burden's people shoulder. I've always found it quite ridiculous yet as I go through this year I find myself heaping more and more on my own shoulders. Since when have I let the expectations I put on myself weigh me down?

I've come to realise that I've been doing it for the whole of this year.

So I'm going to shrug those burden's off. Because the reality is that the stuff we heap on our shoulders is nonsense. Illusion's of importance placed on feelings, ideas and circumstances piled on conceit. It's time to move on and get on with kicking ass.